Disconnected
Today's one of those days where I wake up, and I'm not quite right. I'm not sad or depressed or anything bad, really. Just somehow off.Everyone else is getting off from school or work, but I don't follow that schedule, so that's also throwing me off. I don't get the luxury of having time off. I need to work before I get to break from work.
TO's gone back home for the holidays. He's meeting up with one of my best buddies from university... except I lost that buddy as a result of some highschool-type drama back in 4th year. (Refer to comments section of my previous blog: here.) This makes me nostalgic. If only I was less of an immature kid back then, I wouldn't have put my buddy in a position where he would have the opportunity to choose someone else over me.
Sigh. Not a good day for blogging.
posted by PinkBunny @ 11:06 PM
10 Comments:
cool, i want to get a map like that...
Why don't you volunteer, or take a part-time job, or... get a hobby, and treat those like a full-time job?
I have a plan, actually. I'm reworking my old portfolio and adding a new shot to it, so that I can mass-apply everywhere come January. I figured no one would be looking at portfolios during Christmas break.
If I still can't get anything... then I'd seriously broaden my range and do anything I can to just work. Any work.
Good plan, join the club, we've got jackets.
Tempting. Do these jackets have capes? I'm all about the capes.
I'm with superboy on this one - capes are gay. No capes. He wore a leather jacket for a while, and now it's like, jeans and a t-shirt.
I'm feeling neglected in Nic's absence. It falls to you to entertain me. Get to work.
("\('o')/") GRRRRRRR
ascii art can be fun.
hellllloooooooooo
if you regret losing the friendship, just show up to some get together and act like it never happened. Many people don't even remember what high school fights were based on. I know there are a lot of people from high school I didn't like - didn't remember why - and am now somewhat friends with.
meh? may work
happy holidays!
Get in the same space and bring it up. You should at least make some effort to recover the friendship if it means something to you.
If the person remembers it and is holding a grudge, you get a chance to bring it out and squash it.
If the person forgot, you'll have a great ice breaker and something to laugh over and bond.
Either way you, you would've made an effort to fix the situation.
Chickens live with regret. Don't cluck this one up.
Recently, my said "lost friend" met up with TO and played dumb on the whole thing. And then he talked to me on the phone and pretended like we were never on non-speaking terms. It's incredible how this friendship thing actually works.
So... I guess that's good news!
Maybe if we become tight buddies again, I'd retread the fragile topic one day. Until then, I'm happy with mutual denial.
Happy Holidays everyone!
yay denial!
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