Step 1: Realize you have a problem
While my professional life and social life are waiting to happen, I figure that the one limbo I do have control over is the relationship one.* Maybe all of my blog entries will have “limbo” in them from now on! How annoying would that be?
I took a while off from obsessing to think and reflect. I think I am ready now.
Without further ado, I am back on the Withdraw from Boy diet.
I’ve been making tons of excuses for him and myself. I gave him so many chances, and got hurt so many times. I never learned my lesson. In the end, he just never got me. And never really tried.
And do I want to be in relationship limbo/hell forever? Not really. It sucks in here. I see no light, I pig out way more than my body can handle, I cry rivers (why is it that Justin Timberlake’s song is replaying all over the radio nowadays anyway?), and I suck the life out of people around me.
So… many self-help books later, I’ve finally realized that I don’t want to be the girl who calls and calls and begs the boy to love her. I’ve already shamed myself enough. I think this is what you call rock bottom.
Well then, from here, it’s up we go!
Wish me luck!
posted by PinkBunny @ 8:42 PM
3 Comments:
Do I need to go drill instructor mode on you again?
:)
oh my gosh, i FOUND you!
yeah, i'm a slow one. ;-)
I might need that drill instructor, Nic... I'm ridiculous right now. Gaaarrr...
Hey Caro! Nice to see you! You found me!
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